13 de junho de 2025

DEAR FRIEND KRIOL (OF INNERSELFNESS)

 dear friend kriol,

 i love to stroll 

in your hall, dear;

it stirs me up, dear.

it’s where i steer 

my thoughts and feelings,

feeling no fear, 

seeing all clear,

dealing with the doubts 

that are in my near,

and knowing how to 

navigate my sphere.

 

i feel full 

because you fulfill 

my feelings, 

filling my emptiness.

 

when i dive 

inside your tide,

i feel like 

i am more alive,

it seems like 

i could deem 

what words would fit 

within the world 

i want to build, 

where love is the key 

to make lives 'more free'.

 

dear friend kriol,

you see, if i started

to understand who i was,

it was because 

of what your code does. 

who i was? 

who i am?

i organized my mayhem

and my understanding stemed 

from the system you coded:

the language, 

the philosophy,

that i engaged with 

to feel so free,

that i used with wit 

to read myself.

 

kriol, 

it was you who helped me

to communicate with the world

i was born in, so i sworn that

i would live and love you 

and spread you with craft,

because it was you who taught me

how to navigate my thoughts, 

and you were there always lurking

in my first steps in talking

and in my first talks in walking.

 

it was you who drove me

into breaking ropes 

and expressing love 

for the first time,

to make my first rhyme,

to climb over my first fright

and find words to describe 

my first kiss… 

so sweet!

 

kriol, it was in you that 

i was building all my jokes, 

enchanting all my songs, 

you were living in my jaws 

and screaming with my lungs,

sometimes just to jolt joy,

some short, some long,

some warm, some cold,

sharing a swarm of emotions.

 

dear kriol, 

for me it is such a luck 

to write you this card, 

but i would prefer another tack 

for this task,

because 

writing to you in english... 

fuck!... it sucks.


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